To start writing again...

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Assalamualaikum wrt wbt,

 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

 I would like to start writing again. In shaa ALLAH, this time I will write when I think I need to (or I want to). In my previous blogs, I pushed myself to write everyday, which results in feeling guilty whenever I missed writing for even a day (I need to let go of this way of thinking). Basically, blog for me is a way to record everything that occurs in a day; for I am not the kinds who write about deep thoughts, nor write something beautifully that you feel absorbed and mesmerized when reading it. Straightforward. That is definitely my style. Therefore, that was why I felt bad and as if I broke the promise I made with myself when I don't write about my everyday stuff. This has to stop! Now, I hope and plan to write things more wonderfully, and thoughtfully so it leaves the reader feeling good after reading my writing, in shaa ALLAH. This means that I don't have to write everyday, yay!!!

 I am going to write in both Bahasa and English, for I love my mother tongue and I am supposedly an English teacher. Hence, I want to embrace the best of both worlds. Who knows, if I master another language in the future, there will be a third language for this blog, hahaha.

 Truthfully, when writing this, I don't even know what is it that I am going to write. Most probably, yeah, interesting occurrence in my life, the new life that I am embarking upon (I am going to be a mother soon, in shaa ALLAH), and like many others; life's goals. To be honest, deep in my heart, I pray to ALLAH that the whole journey of writing this blog will help me in searching for myself again. I have been lost for a bit too long. I must not get off grip of myself any further. I must reconcile with the old myself, yet at the same time proudly accepting who am I now, and be prepared to shape a new Nusaybah, in shaa ALLAH.

Alrighty, it's ALLAH calling me to perform Asr. Will write again soon, in shaa ALLAH.

 Love,
Nusaybah.
Location: Kampung Melayu Ampang, 68000 Ampang, Selangor, Malaysia

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